I… I have a problem. They say confession is good for the soul, so here it is: Hello, my name is Kate, and I have no discipline.
They say it takes 20 repetitions (so basically 3 weeks) to make an action a habit. But it only takes skipping that action 5 days in a row to lose the habit. And as you have likely noticed, I haven’t blogged in over two weeks. This is not because I was off saving Soviet Russia from nuclear holocaust, or inventing a storage solution for New York City closets – its just that I have no discipline. I got out of the habit. And getting back into a habit is sooooooo hard.
And its not just in blog writing – I have a horrible time getting to the gym, and once there, do you think I do the sit ups after the cardio? I know I should walk past the cinnamon bagels with strawberry cream cheese, or avoid buying that killer dress I don’t really need, but… I have absolutely no discipline. (But apparently a number of vices. Gluttony, Sloth, Vanity – I should just pick one and stick with it.) The biggest problem with this – aside from my expanding waistline and wardrobe – is that, as a writer, I NEED discipline! If I don’t get my ass off the couch and into a desk chair, I’m screwed. So, no matter what, I have to have discipline. In all aspects of life.
…Except for maybe that killer dress.
…and the bagels.
